Life Update & Cute Sim

So fun update, I haven't posted in a while because the past few months have been wild. I think last month my mom was put in the hospital for which we now know was for crohn's disease, which isn't fun or fresh. I want yall to know my moms dumb ass doctor didn't care to notice she lost a lot of weight out of no where and continued to say that she could loose more weight. My mom is literally a tooth pick. But okay doc. whatever. Also I haven't been feeling at my finest either. I think I'm suffering from endometriosis so yay love being a female, I really do. Ill keep yall updated on that cause I'm sure everyone is so interested lol. (That was sarcasm.) And as I'm typing this up I lay here on the couch with a sprained ankle. Like 5 days ago I was walking to the basement and long story short I fell. So now ya girl is broke broke (money wise) cause Beck and I have a trip to Florida soon and I just missed a week of work so yay. just yay. life has been treating me so well if you can tell. Anyyyyyyy way, I made a cute sim, we shall call her Penelope. I'm really happy with the turn out. I got kinda lazy to add a background to the pictures or anything but its fine. Maybe next time. I'm still trying to find mods & stuff. If you like the mods I used here you can find the blogs in my links I have provided on my profile. 

Missing You Milo.

So Last time I posted about milo was in 2017 and yall loved him. He is pretty cute and one of a kind. But I thought id update you on him. And sadly there really isn't one and I'm heartbroken. Milo was a old doggo. He would have been 15 years old this year, which is pretty old. He was close to his last days. He eventually had trouble climbing on to his favorite spot on the couch which lead to me buying him a comfy dog bed. But he didn't care for it, it just wasn't the same. But what had happened was sometime last year in the summer time he had ran away from my dads house (that's where he lived) and my father didn't let any of us know. Us being my mother, little sister, or I know. Literally he waited for me to notice the dog food bowls in the kitchen were gone. I HAD TO BE THE ONE TO BRING IT UP.! and the thing is I had only gone to my dads every other weekend so I wasn't there often. When I asked how long he was missing, I was told "probably a week" so he knew this long and told no one. It was the summer time, so it was extremely hot. And poor milo was an old pup who couldn't have walked very far, especially in such heat. So it just goes to show how awful my father really is. Ill post more about him later cause he's really messed up man. Yall have no idea. :( But he is no longer in my life and I'm so grateful I finally was able to call it quits.

How my life has changed since you last saw me.

So here's my first official post being back here. I kind of wanted to talk about how some of my life has changed since I was last here. For starters one of the main things is I'm no longer in college and I'm so happy I decided to leave. I honestly hated school so much, not sure why my mother thought forcing me to go was a good idea. Ill share more of the story on why school wasn't for me next post cause that'll be a long story. but it took me failing for a few years before my mom finally gave up the idea of just letting me leave. which worked out for the both of us in the end because after the first year of failing we lost our fasfa money and we had to pay for everything out of pocket. So literally thousands of dollars down the drain because she was forcing something that wasn't even worth her effort or money.
I think the last job I had was at head west sub shop. It was pretty cool there, very chill. I definitely recommend working there. well, if you don't really have bills to pay. back then I thought making $300 a check was a lot lol. But I ended up leaving there because everything went downhill. One day the manager and the opener who was pretty much like a manager got fired. I don't remember what they had done but it was for something stupid. But once we got a new manager and some new people in there the place became a mess. The new manager dude was cool to be around off the clock but on the clock he was just too much, for all of us. dude had no chill.😂 So eventually I got to the point where I was just over it. so that brings us to where I'm at today. I ended up applying for a job at Walmart and I've now been there for a year and some months. Its not the best job but I'm making great money and the people I work with make it all worth it. I do highly recommend a retail job rather than working with food. Just incase you work in food and thinking about something different. But just after working at Walmart for a few Months I met Beckett. My current boyfriend.
Beck and I have been dating a year now. When I first joined Walmart they had me at the register (now I'm an sales floor associate on over nights) And Beck was my CSM (Customer Service Manager) so he would always come up to the register when I entered the code for help. And as I got to know him & his personality I fell for him. It was the biggest crush ever. I wasn't expecting feelings to be mutual but other associates were telling me other wise. So since then we've been together and I'm beyond happy & so in love. In 2017 I was Hella single. I had actually been single for 5 years prior to beck. Sad right? Actually not really lol. I'm a loner and I prefer to be alone. So he had to be pretty cool to go & change all of that. But I'm a better person because of it.
And lastly Beck and I live together now. I might make another post about that some other time. But its great. Last time I was here I was still living with my momma bear.
So needless to say I'm a lot happier now. I think 2017 was when I was at my lowest in life. My depression was eating me alive. Being forced to do crap I hated doing and not living the way I want to. My depression is still there, that shit never leaves, but I'm definitely 100% happier with my life now. Just goes to show that even though you're going through a rough patch, even if that patch has been rough for 3 years, with time everything will fall into place. Happiness takes time, growth, & knowledge. So don't let life  knock you down too hard. Get back up, hell crawl if you have to. Better than laying there and doing nothing. 

Im back! What to expect in 2019!

                                                Hello Everyone! I'm back and I'm beyond excited to start again.  I haven't posted in a few years because a lot of stuff has happened. I'm so excited to share with you plenty of updates and new knowledge from the last time I was here. I wont make this too long because I want to save everything i have to say for future posts. But some things you can be expecting to here about is
1. Me quitting college for the sake of my mental health and I'm happy I did.
2. What my life was like when I last Posted compared to now.  ( no more school, new job, new home, new relationship.)
3. Introducing my boyfriend and what its like to be in a relationship with a transgender male and what it really means. Cause most people don't fully understand.
4. Why I had to cut my father & grandmother out of my life and how having them in it was just too toxic. I'm sure many can relate.
5. Updates on my photography and how my business is growing.
6. My sim obsession. I love creating sims and building homes so id love to share some of my creations every once & a while. ( Jk, ill probably update this more than anything lol.)
I look forward to sharing this with you guys. today's date is 5.30.19. Ill try posting something later, or maybe in the next few days. but I can promise updates every Tuesday and Wednesday because those are my days off from work.

Cool Apps I'm Using

Here are a few apps that I personally use on my phone. I have an IPhone 5s. The first is an app called Gokeyboard. This app offers personalized keyboards, some free and some that cost money. But instead of using the keyboards they have provided, I create my own. In the app there is an option where you can create your own keyboard. The image above is an example of one I made and currently using. You get to choose the background image, change the buttons and the color of them and also choose a font. I love this app because if you have an IPhone then you know that you don't have much options to personalize anything, and this app allows you to decorate a keyboard so your phone is not so boring. The image I used for the keyboard was found on weheartit.com

The second app I use is called Phonto. On this app you can upload a picture and add beautiful texts to it. This app is great because it has a lot of fonts to choose from and they are all free! Not only that but you can also go to a website on your phone called http://www.dafont.com/ and there they have millions of fonts you can download. And if you have Phonto downloaded on your phone you will be able to download fonts to the app.

I use these all the time and I love them. I understand that some of you already know about the apps, but I know there are people out there who have not tried them yet. 

If you use these apps comment below and tell me what you think of them. Also Please comment and suggest apps for me to use. (:

More Cake!

Here are more cakes my sister has recently made. The pink flower one she had made for a girl named Veronica for her birthday. The second cake is a prince or princess gender reveal. And the last cake was a double chocolate with strawberries my sister made for my older brothers birthday. Not only are the cakes beautiful but they also taste wonderful. If you are interested in looking at more cake pictures, just got to my labels and click on cake. Right now there is only one other post but I plan to continue showing her cute cakes. If you have any questions about my sister or the cakes, please ask. 

5-2-17

Funny Story

So a little while ago I posted about how my sister and I have got new kittens. Well we named them Pumpkin and Nina because we thought they were girls. Well it turns out that they were both boys. We honestly believed that they were girls. So anyway I ended up changing my cats name to Thomas O'Mally. My sister kept her cats name because we figured Pumpkin is a gender neutral name. But that's the funny story. We really wanted the cats to be girls. As an update on the cats, they are doing great. When we first got them they were so scared of us but now they absolutely love us. Pumpkin is a crazy cat. He is very rough while playing and he is not scared of anything. Thomas is such a sweet boy, he loves to cuddle and sleep. They are totally opposites.

The cat in this picture is Pumpkin.

4-30-17

My Milo

This is my fur baby Milo. Isn't he just so cute? lol. He is half Pug and half Chihuahua. cute mix right? I think so anyway. My Milo is a very old pup. He is thirteen years old and it makes me sad. I tell him everyday how much I love him and I tell him to never leave his momma. He loves barking at the mail man, bed time, and going to the park. 😍😍 

Cake Love

My sister Samantha loves to make cakes! When she was 16 years old she started working at Baskin Robins. A few years later they upgraded her to be a cake maker, and thats when she first started making her cakes. Smantha is now 27 years old. She no longer works at Baskin Robins but still continues to make cute little cakes. She makes cakes/cupcakes for any event for $60. I'll be sure to add more pictures in the future, so keep an eye out. Also let me know what you think of her cakes so I can let her know.!

3/11/17

My Photography

One of the many things I love to do is photography. My sophomore year of high school had listed a photography class as an alternative, so I took it. Taking this class made me realize how fun it is to take such beautiful pictures and express myself in such a lovely way. Unfortunately that was the only photography class I've ever taken. Right after my sophomore year they stopped listing photography as an alternative. So my sophomore year was all the learning I've gotten so far with photography.
 On may 17th, 2015 I received my first camera as a graduation gift and that's when I really got started with my photography. At first my photos were not the best but with time I got better. And everyday I'm learning more about photography. I know I'm not great at photography but everyday is a new learning experience.
I do not plan on having an actual career in photography though. Photography is just something I like to do for fun.
                                                                     3/9/17

New babies!

hey, look at this! I was right, my momma was planing on bringing new babies home! Meet Nina and Pumpkin.(both girls)  Nina is a very shy girl, shes actually still kinda scared but its totally understandable. Moving to a new home and meeting new family would be scary. She actually follows her sissy everywhere she goes. Nina is my cat because I can relate to her more. I have really bad anxiety and I'm a very introverted person. So we are both shy and like to keep to ourselves. And then there is Pumpkin who is totally opposite from her sister. As soon as we got the babies to the house pumpkin was up and roaming the house while Nina stayed back. Pumpkin already has lots of toys that she loves and she loves to run around the house like crazy. I gave this this baby to my little sister Ariel, Ariel is a 16 year old who has ADHD and is a very extroverted person. So we both got one that fit our personalities very well. My mom was only going to take one baby but when she saw them together she knew that they just couldn't be separated. In a few days Ill post more about them. 😍
                                                                 3-6-17

A little about me..

Im new at this so forgive me. I am Josephine Seitz. Im a 20 year old from Illinois. (I look younger huh? lol) My birthday is December 19th (: I am mexican & German. I love photography and I plan to share a lot of pictures with you guys. I also love my family very much, so you will see a lot of posts about them too. In my free time I love to read and watch movies. I dont have any favorite movies, because there are too many to choose from. I am obsessed with anything Marvel though. Im also in love with the tv show Shameless. I know everyone else is too. I have 3 fur babies, my cat Scary (who has already passed) Milo my doggie who is a pretty old pup and last my cat Charlie hes only 4 I think. You guys will see a lot about them too. I also think my mom is going to suprise me with a new fur baby soon so Im so excited! .. And yeah, I guess thats it for now!