Wednesday, June 5, 2019
Sunday, June 2, 2019
I think the last job I had was at head west sub shop. It was pretty cool there, very chill. I definitely recommend working there. well, if you don't really have bills to pay. back then I thought making $300 a check was a lot lol. But I ended up leaving there because everything went downhill. One day the manager and the opener who was pretty much like a manager got fired. I don't remember what they had done but it was for something stupid. But once we got a new manager and some new people in there the place became a mess. The new manager dude was cool to be around off the clock but on the clock he was just too much, for all of us. dude had no chill.😂 So eventually I got to the point where I was just over it. so that brings us to where I'm at today. I ended up applying for a job at Walmart and I've now been there for a year and some months. Its not the best job but I'm making great money and the people I work with make it all worth it. I do highly recommend a retail job rather than working with food. Just incase you work in food and thinking about something different. But just after working at Walmart for a few Months I met Beckett. My current boyfriend.
Beck and I have been dating a year now. When I first joined Walmart they had me at the register (now I'm an sales floor associate on over nights) And Beck was my CSM (Customer Service Manager) so he would always come up to the register when I entered the code for help. And as I got to know him & his personality I fell for him. It was the biggest crush ever. I wasn't expecting feelings to be mutual but other associates were telling me other wise. So since then we've been together and I'm beyond happy & so in love. In 2017 I was Hella single. I had actually been single for 5 years prior to beck. Sad right? Actually not really lol. I'm a loner and I prefer to be alone. So he had to be pretty cool to go & change all of that. But I'm a better person because of it.
And lastly Beck and I live together now. I might make another post about that some other time. But its great. Last time I was here I was still living with my momma bear.
So needless to say I'm a lot happier now. I think 2017 was when I was at my lowest in life. My depression was eating me alive. Being forced to do crap I hated doing and not living the way I want to. My depression is still there, that shit never leaves, but I'm definitely 100% happier with my life now. Just goes to show that even though you're going through a rough patch, even if that patch has been rough for 3 years, with time everything will fall into place. Happiness takes time, growth, & knowledge. So don't let life knock you down too hard. Get back up, hell crawl if you have to. Better than laying there and doing nothing.
Thursday, May 30, 2019
1. Me quitting college for the sake of my mental health and I'm happy I did.
2. What my life was like when I last Posted compared to now. ( no more school, new job, new home, new relationship.)
3. Introducing my boyfriend and what its like to be in a relationship with a transgender male and what it really means. Cause most people don't fully understand.
4. Why I had to cut my father & grandmother out of my life and how having them in it was just too toxic. I'm sure many can relate.
5. Updates on my photography and how my business is growing.
6. My sim obsession. I love creating sims and building homes so id love to share some of my creations every once & a while. ( Jk, ill probably update this more than anything lol.)
I look forward to sharing this with you guys. today's date is 5.30.19. Ill try posting something later, or maybe in the next few days. but I can promise updates every Tuesday and Wednesday because those are my days off from work.